Aw, that last line made me tear up. This is so well done! The half thoughts, the confused feelings, and OMG the teen angst! God, being a teen is hard.

And this makes me feel a little better about Severus and Lily. When she rejected him, it broke my heart. Yes, what he said was cruel, but she was supposed to be the understanding one, supposed to be his friend. I disliked her for that.